Monday, March 27, 2006
The past week have been like..., seriously, alot of things that have already went through my mind, some things that can be expressed here and some have not appropriate to do so here. Seriously, looking back at how 2005 have been a seriously fun year it had been, i've got a feeling 2006 won't be that fun, seriously i really hope that I don't break down because of too much stress as scenes of what happened the last time when i was in primary 4 flashed back through my minds (you know the stress of streaming was driving me crazy).
Basically, school reopened last week and i was still rushing to finish my school work, although honestly till now a week later i'm still left with english and i still don feel the rush to complete it. teacher never say anything about it what but maybe i still would do later... duh---- Seriously I'm getting fed up with 435 already, everyday i step into the class i would surely be like "chou chou lian" one cos i seriously think *daoing them would seriously make my day better, everyday would surely get irritated at sth one, haizz can't stand them anymore, have been seriously patient since sec3 liao, everyday i have to really listen to stef sun songs to 'jie ya" (honestly, stef sun songs works wonders on me, e.g. YU JIAN, after listening i always have a 180 degrees change in emotions and feelings one, KAI SHI DONG LE, THE MOMENT....)....
Carrying on PD on sat, 25 March, honestly i feel that it was quite fun, actually brief synopsis of PD, reach there, walk to station in 5 mins, watch the sea and aeroplanes flying past and above (seriously cool sight), then 10 mins runners come and ran past, then it was over in few seconds and the rest of the time spent walking to the finishing line. Seriously, i felt that the walk was especially fun for me and matthew were taking photos of planes that fly overhead everytime a plane past, seriously on the day i saw like Indian, Qantas, Malaysia, Garuda, SQ planes flying overhead and chao close to you lah, cool manz... although i seriously can't find any reason for us getting lost in east coast except for our blurness. Here's one photo i got which i consider nice.....
Nice right, but i still feel the indian airlines sight was nicer, the angle was like just perfect..... K after that, i was like standing with team scorpio to decide where to go cos Joel decided to "pao qi wo"... K seriously we stood there for 15 mins and a whole lot of ideas came through our minds, changi airport-expo-lavender-bugis-suntec-marinasquare-harbourfront-novena in the end deciding on plaza sing. lolz..... and this was like decided when we reached city hall, so the whole journey we were like heading nowhere....dotz.... anyways saw some cds there, bought the yanzi live in HK with Ronn and Matt (ermm if they still remember), it is seriously chao nice lah, everyone sure must watch it if not they would be losing sth great, had lunch roam around some more then went home.....
I know many people are changing their skins, but i still like my skin with the "guan huai fang shi" song in the background so expect it to stay, lolz.... k bye people... that's all for today, need to do work now, will blog when i have more time ^^ (remember to always end with a smile)
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
Tons and tons of hw still left and chao difficult one lah.... took like one whole day to do one A.Maths paper, forgotten most of my sec3 work (maybe besides Geog.) that I must slowly take the time to revise and do, I hope I can really buck up to prepare myself for mid-year, cannot disappoint myself again.
Honestly, yesterday was the treat that the comp. teams had with Mr Lim and Mrs Ng, i juz have to comment its funny how Mrs Ng pronounced my name... OMG, chao nan ting... nxt time juz ask her call me Guan Huai better......but anyways as always I've always have a great time when i'm with the comp. teams, *really*.
Again... this photo is just nice.... Juo Wi just didn't want to fool around for the camera...lolz
I seriously can admit now that my star sign of Gemini is really taking a toll on me now, if you don noe what does Gemini means here it is " Since Geminis are a mix of the yin and the yang, they are well represented by the Twins. The Gemini-born can easily see both sides of an issue, a wonderfully practical quality. Less practical is the fact that you're not sure which Twin will show up half the time. Geminis may not know who's showing up either, which can prompt others to consider them fickle and restless. They can be wishy-washy, too, changing their mood on a simple whim. It's this characteristic which readily suggests the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign. Mutable folks are flexible and go with the flow. Further, the Twins are adaptable and dexterous and can tackle many things at once. The great strength of the Gemini-born is in their ability to communicate effectively and to think clearly. Adventures of the mind are what the Twins are all about. They also love to share themselves with their friends, and they make for charming companions.", i don't know why, i keep feeling sth's missing in my life, and again maybe that's another reason for me to really cannot bear to leave sth that I've already been accumstomed to and most importantly, my teams that i've been in since many people have been asking why do i still keep that stupid memories bk of mine(the mediacorp one)... Haizzz, twins, gemini is all about twins, twins.....
Reading Ronn's blog, i've see what a close team scorpio(get sick also get sick together *coolz*) is honestly reminds me of my Bizworld Team (Tim&Co.), imagine what splitting up can do to you, I can really say that was really the first time i've do not feel hatred for someone i hated, someone whom i could really rely on, someone who would always start the fun when the group felt down and etc. all encaved in one group, but one thing that i've regretted was not to "bao chi" the times even though we splitted up into diff. classes, now is like when we talk, is like long lost frenz talkin to each other and can never return to the times again *sads*... honestly taurus or even team taurus couln't even bring that to me....
Unforgettable.... coolz..... would offer me one of my bestest memories in sji.....Journeys is the name of this post, Bizworld, SJAB comp., OBS, all really wonderful memories, Bizworld had ended, but i'm glad i know my journey in SJAB comp. hasn't ended, i still want to savour the times spent in my team and really experience the times again *awwww*, and OBS although the course sort of ended like months ago, but the activities had not ended.... our instructor would be sending us our letters of reflection throughout our couse in about a month time and i can't wait to receive them, the aims and objectives of this is to make sure we really learn something out of the course, at least i'm glad it still hasn't ended....Coolz manz... now i'm really proud of myself, i juz written my most reflective ever *clapzz for myself*, at least i still know that although how sad i may feel, i've always end of with a smile^^. tata... back to hw, will blog more when i've have time, i still have papers to do.... ^^
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
March Camp 2006, i consider it a success since the cadets enjoyed it alot, although I still think alot can be improved so that we can plan a better June Camp... Shall not put too many pictures on here cos i'm gonna make a cd of all the photos i took and.... if you want it, easy ask lah, lolz.....
To start off, I shall give a summary of the camp, basically I think that I got to know Scorpio better, found out some of their problems and good points that they have, they should really work hard to correct it if they would really wanna become a squad to be remembered.... also i'm seriously disappointed in the way the NCOs behaved at the camp...wdv... shall not elaborate.....
Overall, i really identified who could become my successor/s, and was like WAD to some of NZY actions and answers, I also suddenly don noe why fell in love with Kelly Clarkson's song during the camp and also starting to love photography to capture all my memories.....
Basically, day 1 was abit boring for me lah huh..... it was more of like a training style, 1st-aid and footdrills, first-aid was like... hmmmm interesting, teaching them how to make cases... honestly i find all of them quite capable in setting and carrying out their cases just that Juo Wi has to spoil it by crapping around setting his ridiculous case of 10 over ailments, i was like wdv.... and seriously didn't even know the S&S for the cases he set wdv.... lunch was crappy cos the food sux... which shows us and indication of worse food to come wdv..... then came the leadership talk on problems faced by NCOs, most of them are very true, i was like snapping photos only, the funniest one being peng soo dropping the money... footdrills came and i fell even more bored ( becoming NCOs is very sianz u know...) start taking photos again to past my time....dinner then came... and movie.... national treasure.... i fell asleep half way through the movie, as I watched i fell more bored, the LT was also damn bloody cold lah, was like shivering...... M.E.D. then came at midnight.... was not involved in the planning cos i was like busy planning for the next day's stuff, i spent a whole long time making the powerpoint for the posts... that i stop halfway to take some photos for M.E.D., participated in the debrief and was chao dissappointed that Scorpio did not really apply what i thought them in the morning Primary and Secondary survey, but seriously Marcus ask me to scold them but I didn't fancy that choice cos scolding people is just not my thing i seriously don believe in scolding, but i really had no choice then so.... after that continued to carry on the powerpoint for the posts (sth where the others besides Marcus were having reluctance to do) until like very late at night larhzzz... i was like chao tired and hungry, then also had meeting in the middle of the night... yawnzzzz.....
Anyway second day was another day, surprised i was one of the first ones to wake up considering how late i did the powerpoint till while the others were still..... i still had to wake the people bringing scorpio to morning run cos i was not involved again while the others were still sleeping so i decided to bring the laptop to another class to continue.... Marcus soon joined me later after he woke up and started making powerpoints for course of the day hahaz.. juz me and marcus...dotz.... the LT was once again seriously bloody cold sitting in it through the leadership talks, also through my post talk I seriously was like wth were the NCOs doing, fooling around in front of the room while another person was talking or was not thier turn, omg chao byl lah, i was like chao pissed, when it was my turn right, i seriously was so cold until i was shivering, and really disorientated in my words hahaz... but still managed to pull through lunch was shit again... then came games, honestly, the games were really planned well but Kevin Chan juz had to screw them up by changing all plans to some games which were childish and immature until i couldn't understand them, the only game that wasn't changed was my "STIX" game, i think it really benefitted the cadets, seriously i was like so happy Kevin Chan did not come and "Kar Chiao" this time ZX and frenz decided to pop out of nowhere, frightened me abit...lolzz.....seriously, didn't even bother going for other games cos i felt they were really crap, BOMB shouldn't have been played out in the way where u just throw the bombs at each other, wth do you learn out of that (really wonder what Kevin Chan said), it instead be some game of blind dodgeball, where there are 2 teams and 2 commanders standing oneach side of the playin field while all the other members are blindfolded, the commanders would then have to direct their teamates to throw the bombs at the opposing commander who cannot move from his spot, the first commander who gets hit loses.... this game was to show them what happens when everyone talks together and shouts at each other, and the consequences it would result in, so i've decided to hide in the canteen, until Kevin Chan decided to say that i did not get hit, i was like so pissed I went up to the LT, actually the game was like me and Marcus idea again, juz that kC had to screw it up, LOCKS was never shld have been like that juz that unexpected things happen like the stupid cleaners denying us the us of the Sec1 block.... WAR was the worst immature, crazy, useless etc. honestly.... shower came and dinner then came... secret message was then in between and as expected i see Juo Wi fooling around again durin the session on secret message, so i decided to take some stupid photos of him lolz.....
Seriously, i was like chao touched reading the messages that scorpio wrote to me, although i only wrote back 4 affirmations to the potential CPBS people lolz... i seriously want to tahnk scorpio for allowing me to learn how to deal with a bunch of teenagers lolz and develop my skills in teaching( honestly i learn everything from Wong Wah Lee, I seriously like her style of teaching so much that I copied it, lolz) and also made me develop more as a person, in ways of my patience and self-confidence in dealing with others..*beams*^^.... cos I experienced dealing with kids before and they were crazy.... interview was like duh..... i was like only waiting for the people I want, constantly emphasizing CPBS dept. not only develop u to be a good NCO, but develop you personally... and much more which i don wanna say here.... was also disapointed in ZY answers for supposedly Matthew's questions..... some shit he said, made me realised what he said last year to Roy was just to land him a post so he can be proud of it...*seriously*......
Again, I worked late into the night doing the mega summary photos, which YS left halfway through to do M.E.D., thought he would come bak after M.E.D. to continue, but NO, he went to SLEEP... I was like MR WTH... so i just continued doin it until late into the night larhzzz... again with Marcus...hahaz.. also if you people were wondering where was i doin M.E.D., i was in the L.T. doing the photos, if you bothered to look up frm the parade square...lolzz... heard it was very good, and Matt. was the CO, shld have go watched it.... wasted lolzzz....
Last Day like ok...... P.T. , footdrills. Before their footdrills, we were like in the LT, taking comp. photos and was like feeling ZY so extra... never bring medal also can take photo lolz.....wdv.Then some cock up at when the mega summary was about to begin seriously made me really anxious in sloving the problem, apparently some photos in the show turned into X's... heard that Scorpio spoilt a water cooler where it fell frm it spot.. seriously i don't believe it when i heard it.... and what Matt. said on his blog was like so true hahaz... (that he knows they won't be in trouble but Marcus would certainly be screwed)..... Mega-Summary came and it was a success, i wa like so proud of the photos i took hahaz.... so nsns^^....lolzzz.. a wonderfull ending seriously, maybe it was due to the fact that some people were not ther lolz...
To sum it all up, i major problem i see in scorpio is that the line between comp. team and non comp. team was like chao obvious, every lecture and talk they were like always together and also during interview also split into groups also the same... Matt. and JW.... WJ and Alwyn... dotzz.. this scene is very common... I feel that this prob. shld be addressed first lor.... besides that i don feel ther's any other major problem liao lolz..... shall express more if there's a need to, other than that, nitez i feel sleepy...
Common Scene....
I just feel that this photo is nice ^^^^ lolz...
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Sorry for the late update on the comp. , went to change my phone on sunday, wah liao is like chao ex. lah, next time cannot be so careless again, and also got March Camp (shall split the posts on comp and march camp...)
This year's competition would definitely be one of my most memorable eva.... the most memorable one was still our AC comp 2004, that is definitely unforgettable where we swept everything....
We got overall champions!!!!! Best in Footdrills, TOC, Fist-Aid Long and Short Case, among all I think we did the best in footdrills shall elaborate below..... and also if you are wondering why there is one plaque short and one medal short, it is that NZY fault, he never bring his he always like that one lah.... sometimes he made me think whether the comp. team with Liqian inside is better...... dotz.... but anyways nth to be surprised to be about if we won, if we never we would be chao lao kui lah....
Lets go into the comp details now, for our TOC, i think that simon quek saw how scoripio performed until chao good that's why his comments were not very positive, that really set us back as alot you know, we definitely performed quite well in manouvering the stretcher up and down stairs transporting casualty up and down stretcher and everything just that some basics steps were abit screw up like opening and closing of stretcher lah, and the commanding was also abit screw up, but the manouvering was definitely very smooth really flawless, can see and tell from all the sirs around..... hahaz... it's just back to basics hahaz... but anyways we got 31/50 for this section not very ideal as we got quite high the last time.....
Then came short case, this case made me realise first-aid manuals can never be trusted, we treated and followed every procedure like in the first-aid manual but the judge say wrong wrong, treatment for snakebite tie above the wound only don need tie bottom, treatment for anaphylactic shock shld not sit casualty up, i was like wth, we studied the manual please, but the judge got one doctor there to back them up so what to do however we argued back they would have sth to say, although mine and Joel's case was abit screwed, YS was like so flawless just that the judge say YS response very slow, aiyah he's like that one lah, watch how he speaks,... rrrmmmm and you would know...... i think it was his case that pulled everything up..... and the judge's said not bad.. was quite cool anyway considering the shit we had for TOC.... and was even doubting whether the judge was consoling us lolz....in the end we won lah..... 66/100, win by one point saddening, but this score did not really improve from our past what it was always the same....
Then came lunch, the food totally was abit difficult to eat, but anyways still eat it cos hungry...
After luch came footdrills, i thought the judge would be chao xiaong lah, the judge first time i see was a woman and i notice she judge other teams that time stand like show attitude like that " You do footdrills my problem izzit..." chao scary, but it turned out in the end it was the best sequence i've done so far, and was the first time a judge praised our footdrills lolz..... the most satistfying thing was the slow march, i was so glad that i did not give up in forcing taurus to include the slow march section, if not it would not turn out to be the best part of the sequence, NZY even say he heard the officers standing around him helping out also was whispering to each other this team not bad ahr, also got one officer say i think was Hwee peng say this team footdrill very good one must watch..... I was like wth really.... then it was really true... we truly got the best ever score that we ever received for footdrills, 41/50..... i was like beaming on the way back to the holding room, morale boosted for long case.....
After a short time later (which however seemed very long), long case came.... honestly i must say we totally deproved at long case, it was not as if this is the first time we had done a 4 casualty case for comp. but this was actually my first time going alone... and Marcus gave be a female casualty I was like wth, female casualty??? wat should i do, but luckily the judge was kind, that lady again lah, she reminded me the casualty was concious, then i suddenly aroused and completed the case without confusion, but was too nervous and tense up as what Melvin our steward said.... so tense that i diagnosed 2 bruises for a close fracture... so stupid of me and the judge gave me chao lots of chances to confirm lah, i kept asking like "mdm..... is there any deformityy as i touch the area which is swelling" the answer was like huh???? but got P,T,S so i just diagnose fracture lah... lolz, also the delegation of manpower was total screw up, commander ignored my "pleas" twice to call the ambulance lolzzz...... in the end must like "COMMANDER!!! I REALLY NEED TO CALL AMBULANCE NOW!!!!" making sure i do not shout too loudly, in case the judge have negative impression... hahaz.. I think it was like YS who saved the day again lah, judge who was like the AFA examiner told us he got full marks, YS was like jokin with his casualty which so happens to be Kang Wei over there lah.... even the judges an dsirs in the room also started laughing lah, from the garden to teaching the casualty how to eat fishball noodles properly, shi chao hx..... in the end we got like 129.5/200, already a very bad score considering we used to get 140's which i can remember in our cadet days..... lolzzz...
Also I must congratualte Team Cancer for their 3rd placing in AC and CONGRATZ.... Team Scorpio for gettin champions again for AC, I really hope and pray that one day i can see you all sweeping everything in comp. , that would definitely be a dream come true not for you only but also for me, we've experienced it and now I believe you all can do it, jia youzzzz, nat. comp. is never that easy.... To sum up this comp. , SJI-SJAB really gave it his all, here's the record that it had broken, about 4 people training although they are either sick or injured, I was sick and still went for briefing until really want to die like that, then it was ronn who injured his arm and stil go for training, then leon came with fever, eric then even trained with an injured right feet where he could hardly even bend his left leg, oh yah Zhiyang also came for comp. when he was running a fever, after comp. everyone starts falling sick again, Zhiyang and ronney, not forgetting to mention our commander Marcus, who even trained until his voice was like hurt the day before comp., which made us stop the training after an hour as he was like coughing like siao after he says sth scary lo....... this comp, really made me realise how much SJI-SJAB means to us, looking at how much we had to sacrifice for the comp. not only our time but our health...... first time i see people sacrifice so much for sth, clapzzz..... i really hope Team Scorpio and Taurus can now bring glory to SJI-SJAB by doing our best of our bestest for nat. comp... JIA YOUZZZ!!!!
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Friday, March 10, 2006
The magic of St. Michael's School have really impacted me till now, see what St. michael's School has done to me..... update on today's PTM, Mrs tan said that I am a very neat guy and needed to buck up in Maths and Biology, but honestly I think I need to buck up in most of my sub. but anyways she advised me to be a little untidier when i do self-study and practising for my work, cos she noticed that i too neat already, and says i'm reliable.... coolzz.... but anyways its all true, i suddenly noticed all these that i do not know lolz, everything that you people can see in me now is thanks to my St. Michael's School days, although i've forgotten the school, but i wil still remember the wonderful days and the teachers over there luv them!!!Must thank, Mrs Cher and Ms Karen Tan for their constant nagging on the importance of neatness which i would always remember, must thank Mdm Ng (my primary 1 form teacher) when she made me the monintor, i discovered all the leadership qualities in myself and my reliability to teachers, once onto the monitor seat i stood there for 4 years, also must thank Mrs Cher, Ms Chiang and Chew, Mr Chua,Ms Karen Tan and Mr Patrick Wong for developin the qualities in me over the years and believing in me, being in Higher Chinese for pri. school was nice, thanks Mr Ken lee and Mdm gao for my love for chinese and not forgetting the teacher who really made an impact in my heart Mr Christopher Chua, my confidence that i have and my crappiness you can say was also partly because of him, he created one of the turining points in my life, i know that he would be glad to know the Kuan Huai today is one who would not fall down because of too much stress or too little confidence in myself, thanks^^, Mdm Ang taught me the beatuy of Maths and really helped me and she would be glad to know i'm striving my best for maths now, bet if i go back she would still ask me whther i need help or not if she can help she will, how nice would it be if all of you could have such teachers right, if you can really make an impact in their lives they will too in yours.... What really made me to blog on this, it is the PTM with tan eng hong today, didn't know she taught so highly of me ^^.... therefore i think that my priamry school teachers are a result of who i am today, they duly deserve thier recognition.... would never in the world I would forget them even if they forget me....
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Now we could only just hope..... comp. is like less than 24 hours away, our fate would be decided soon whether we win or lose but anyways, whether we taste victory will all fall heavily onto tom., now we could only just hope..... yesterday was somehow like the last day of school, 435 was getting to f-upped, i totally 100% can't stand them anymore, they keep sayin the teachers suck cos don't learn anything, but its actually u who suck cos u didn't even make the effort to listen, suckers, then...... haizzz..... no hope liao, wonder why most sec 4's i know are actually more childish in their minds than some of my juniors, its actually chao true lah, that's what i kept sayin.....
But last day of school is actually, the day where all hw comes, the teachers would just dump to you everything they could not finish during the normal school days( that's not ok), but giving us hw to prepare for mid-year (that's ok)..... juz that we students have to reallly squeeze out the time to do the pile that is offered to us..... Honestly Ms Wong's lesson is getting better and better, don't know why everyone says she's boring, I feel that my fav. lesson now is humans. lah, not only do we have a nice teacher, who already can confirm u A1's in exams, the class is actuallly not bad too (cos we have to leave class to another class for lesson cos the most of the f-upped people in 435 taking elct. hist.), it's like THANK GOD!!!!! I'm also starting to understand what Tan Choy Ping's teaching already thank god, if not would surely die futher....
Training in the afternoon was actually quite slack, I did not participate in training, I was like with team scorpio anyway they had like recrea for like quite long at the end was like quite boring, i rather stay with team scorpio, honestly i feel that although they have not won the comp. yet they have already won already, I always believe in the phrase that competition is not all about the product that u finally give out, but is actually the members in the team that counts ( a shorter version of my dao li)....., thus looking at how well bonded they are now, they have really won already, i'm just glad, adding on they would surely win tommorrow, I would feel even more glad for them(now i can see why Roy was so crazy about our team, lolz), but here is all i have to stay, you have already succeeded in finishing your fist distance, complete the next and you'll really one team to be reckon with.....
Later, going for my final short training for comp. , frm 1 to maybe until around 2-3 only lah, shld not train too much, and i maybe slacking in school until the time for my PTM or shouldn't I.... but one thing i know is that we can only just pray and hope for a good day tom...... plz.......
I starting to really fall in love with the song "guan huai fang shi", i feel that it not only represents me, but the song really shows I feel most of the time, it's actualy cool to have a song that resembles you, lolzzzz.....
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Monday, March 06, 2006
Victory smile on our faces???? I seriously have confidence problems about this coming saturday, I seriously am in doubt now, whether a victorious smile would befall on my face or isit the other, I really need the taste of victory to boost my morale up again, cause I really been feeling down these days, wo yi qie dou kan bu shun yan de.... .I really miss those days where I can confidently say to myself, I've worked hard and victory whther is ours or not we are already a winner. Bad Luck has constantly been hitting me, I heard another thing I missed getting 2nd top inlevel Sec3 for combined humans geog. by 2 mark, it was like wth..... so unlucky sia...... then adding salt to wound having an inconsiderate class really sux, 435 sux, people haven finish bi-weekly today they started to make so much freaking noise that I cannot concentrate till the paper end, in the end ended up screwing some li jie ce yan questions up..... can't stand it.... shit my luck....Bad Luck????? again??? or a turn???? only time would tell......
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
Don't really know why, but the sec4 level have certainly been hit by somthing funny lo, my class over the past week have saw 5 people not coming to school everyday because they are sick, i thought that was already quite bad and some people could like fall sick in one day..... but until i heard 421 got 17 people absent in one day then i knew it was getting worse, then I think 436 was next, wonder which class would be hit nxt...I can't stand this anymore lah, fallen sick yesterday during school hours, don't want to go home halfway as i wanted to go comp. briefing but still gave up halfway during the briefing and went home, guess wo he na xie comp. briefing hen mei yuan fen lah, lolz, past few comp. briefings all also never go cos not in singapore, but anyways got to pon the stupid house cheer also, so cool, it is just a waste of time lah, standing with the crowd and shouting some crappy stuff....
Then when coming home in a taxi, I realised that my handphone fell out of my pocket when i was alighting from te taxi, i was like wtf, then i quickly called my no. chao lots of times but no one answer so then i knew just forget bout it, i lost it in my sense of "semi-conciousness" but what hurts most is not the lost of my phone, but the loss of all me friends and mentors and teachers and instructors and tourguides numbers inside my phone, some of their numbers i got write down in black and white some i did not, it still hurts until now, considering the difficulty of enabling us to become frenz and jiu shi yuan fen rang wo men zuo peng you de....... not funny lor, is like must built my frenz from scratch if i can't find their no. after digging through my records of no. which are all over the place, really crossing my fingers.....
Today, cannot go for training at HQ, felt quite bad, comp is like in one week and need to refresh some of my skilss hahaz, but i still confident in myself though that i would not forget anything, i really hoped marcus pushed the team to practise slow march today cos i kept reminding him to start on sat., remind until i and he also sianz already, but I seriously doubt he would remember, if not we just really have to work and mugg chao hard this week and not slack, really, if we want to be extra confident whther we can win comp. , remember people never once do i look down on my opponent manzzz, not like some other people, even though they are younger or older, i don't care all i know that they are my opponents and my goal is just to defeat them, i definitely would not think they are lousier than us cos if they can compete in the same category as us, then they would definitely have the same level of proficiency and skill....
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
Don't know why, I've been in a bad mood these few days, everything also kan bu shun yan wan, but I try my best not to show it in front of my friends lah, must be happy and smile always no matter what, I seriously think it helps me ease my feelings down abit, really a wonderful thing that I learnt from Fabian.... but I really don't noe why, i'm sure there is something bugging me really I can't stand it lah..... background music: guan huai fang shi....sui ran ren ren jiao wo Guan Huai, wo yeh xu yao bie ren de Guan huai .... I actually don't think I should say what I'm not happy about on here lah, because people come and read my blog you see.....
Honestly, I always must repeat this phrase, don noe why, the competition between companies/teams/groups is actually not the end result or the product you finally produce but it is between the members of your team that really counts.....
But anyways I spent the whole afternoon today from 3 sth to about 6 sth helping taurus, scorpio and cancer pack there first-aid kit until chao nice and also DIY something on the first aid kit for cancer lah, hope they don't mess it up, i squeezed alot of brain juice out to attach a huge tissue box to a small first-aid kit for extra storage...... also help in cancer first-aid training as i can see they really need help in their first aid because...(sentence is continued).....
Tomorrow getting Physics reaults back, and i finally got an A on my report card, Chinese!!!!! The only 2 subjects i can depend to get As is Chinese and Combined Humans. , all the others are really like shit... dont even want to talk and chinese is an A2, 74 missed A1 by freaking 1 mark.....
Anyways got to go now.... tata and happy watching The Amazing Race (it really helps)..... listening to music by Stef Sun also helps too, Kai Shi Dong Le......
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
..What the heck.... it's like shit me lah... i totally hate SS, SS suck, SS would only pull your grades down lah, my mood changed today after I got back my Humans. result lah... One look Elect Geog.- 11/13, i was like YEAH... then flip to front page SS.... 4/12.... then it was like shit me lah.. stupid SS pull my grade down, if not can get 19 over marks lor..... then i was like having bad mood for the whole day, i complained to wong also, she say she also quite surprised at my SS marks and said it was my causal link.... OMG, i'm really going to mugggg SS chao hard now, cannot let it pull down my Geog. mark, Geog is like everything to me lah.... Stupid SS... Okay, now i would answer the long awaited question that everyone wants to know, Why I so crazy bout Geog?.... I don't think the people who reads my blog know much about that, but others who know will still stumble upon it every once and then.... Anyways, Geography really brought me a lot of things lah, it started from the interests in the Major Airlines of the World then to the places of the world then to everything that is Geogrpahy......Again I feel it has brought to me alot of things lah, satisfaction of helping others improve and sharing with them, the excitement of wanting to travel the world, many friends which I wouldn't have made if not for my interest in Geog. and the world, lots and lots on interesting facts bout the world, made me found a world map which fools created showing all the crappy stuff (show you nxt time), and many many others.Also today lah.... the contractors upgrading the lift in our estate also chao what lah... they pian pian choose today to cut off all electricity for the day, then obviously my taping for The Amazing Race was cannot lah.... chao what one lah... cannot stand them lor.... making drilling noises chao irritating now they deny me of the chance to like kill the anticipation in me of really catch the first episode of the race lah.... really waitin for so long liao lah... this is killing me!!!!!!!
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