Tuesday, August 01, 2006
It draws nearer and nearer, the very day AP, i'll shall save all the reflections for now, don't want to get to emo. as i still want to study. Everything's been really depressing, prelim orals it was certainly a disaster to me, now i must work doubly hard to secure a good grade for english, why couldn't i just get one or two marks more to satisfy myself, haizzzzz... For now, i'm determined to mugg mugg and mugg and do it doubly hard after AP, and work towards my target, which is still unknown...lolz..... JC and Poly, hard choice hmm~~~~~
Lately, this whole best nco thing is coming back again, people starting to say and say that i stole someone's trophy again which i seriously can't stand anymore, although it doesn't show on my face, honestly the only word of congratz from my squadmates only came from surprisingly Shawn Chang, while all the others just erm hemmm yah, i think you get what I mean. Why do I somehow feel that they really mean what they are saying but wth, i think is should stop thinking about this.
Not knowing why, the latest hot conversation that we have is memories even all the way back to primary 1, I find it seriously, *some feeling which i don't know how to express.... wen xin, heart warming???? that we still get together to somehow talk about things that happen all the way back to primary 1, over the years many things have changed but our memories would always stay with us together, the caring teachers, the wonderful and havoc classess and the different type of personalities that we come across through the years...awwww.....
Ok, I think that's all for today, i shall carry on another time, maybe during the weekend but definitely at least once more before AP, to sum up everything in that i've experienced in St. John, this is not as easy as uttering the words and letters b~y~e..... u noe, it is more than that, rounding up and reflecting and recollecting the memories that would be stored in you forever, i'll treasure this last week when i am still officially the CPBS NCO...haizzz..... gdbye..... Au Revoir....
____________&{ memories within here.