Thursday, August 31, 2006

I just cannot understand anything, why do youngsters today stirup something for nothing, i just cannot understand, why can't they settle for a simple resolution and must complicate matters. Now i can truly understand the meaning of how SJI guys are truly fine young gentlemen, it was just so complicated.

Anywayzzz... went back to SMS today (unsure why kevin lee had that last minute change of mind not to go back, lolz...), was expecting a simple visit to revisit my old memories which i did but it was not only impactful but also one of "another kind", all my teachers remembered me contrary to what others say of teachers forgetting me as many others have experienced, see the impact you can make in other people's lives even for teachers, surprisingly i am the only few who still have alot of teachers that i know still teaching, while the others have like only 1 or 2 left as others left school, Ms Chang(P1H), Mrs Cher(P2H), Ms Karen Tan(P4H), Mrs Collen Sheares(P5G), Mdm Ang(P6G), didn't get to see some, either they were not at their desk or left. Had very heart-warming conversations with all of them, memories.... how wonderful they are, remembering me as hardworking, helpful, responsible and a pleasure to teach, i was like chaozz flattered, somehow the motivation they gave me to strive for the best results in the upcoming prelims and O's was of another kind which i find really encouraging and told me to show them good results when i visit next year....^^

n Mdm Ang was still concerned about my maths, see wad a gd teacher represents, even if u left schl or 4 yrs already she is still motivating and pushing me on to work hard and achieve my best as what it was in primary 6, i finally realised after the conversation that all the expectations that results in stress for prelims and o's are all because the teachers have confidence in me...., how i wish i could return to the times.... n Mdm Gao, first question she would have asked "Ni O shui jun kao shi kao duo shao", still concerned about us..... she is one teacher who never ever i can tell you that forgets her student she remembers every single one of us still.....the teachers still care about us after all this years, they love, care and concern is like unreplaceable and i truly appreciate that, that's wat makes sms so special... (the impact that teachers make in their students' lives... unforgettable....haizzz...)
THX anywaysszzz, for all your encouragement, i would never forget anyone of you...^^

Then met up with some frenz in schl, it was raining chaozzz heavily so didnt wanna leave, until the drama occured, do not want to go into the details as I utterly find the other group childish, the whole group of us was helping to try to help my friend solve this conflict peacefully but they just refused...and u noe wat..... all these happened in the school compounds.... i just did not want to bother about it as i found it utterly stupid of how this conflict about my friend with this other group started.... forget about it, this visit bak to sms was truly memorable in all sorts of ways...

By the way I have another set of photos for AP, gotten from camillus, i think some photos are nicer but overall it was still not as "enriching" as my photos... Here are some of the nicer ones..














Prelims... the dreaded exams are finally here... mugging stresses and tires everyone out, seriously im like mugging chao hard now.......but dont noe which jc i wanna go to for the first 3 months, we'll see as it goes, but i do not wanna see a C in my report card this time.....Expectations..haizz...the dreaded wordd....lolz....after that graduation would come, all the memories that i collected and kept over the years, all the quotes and motivation words i received from all the people who had crossed my path... haizzz... time really flies...it really flies........ n my completed memory collage!!!! yeah i can finally complete it le...!!!! ^^^^^^^^ For now wish me luck... bak to mugging....

Finally, I have to say yes... i finally, blogged for after such a long time, i could take time out to blog...hehezz.... my record so far about 3 weeks...lolz.....n I think it would not improve over the weeks as the anxiety and stress builds up. Haizzz, wish me luck people, so i can smile when i see you again....^^

____________&{ memories within here.